Survivor Stories

Lauren Smith's Story

hi,my name is lauren i am 13 years old and i live with my parents my brother my sister and my 3 dogs.i am very spoiled always have been im very close with my father and my older sister.it's really hard to say it so i decided i would write it.anyways when i was about 7 my aunt who was 18 and living with my grandma and her boyfriend brad. anyways he raped me and burnt me with cigerettes.he couldnt really get it all the way in so he stuck it in my mouth.i would scream and he would slap me. then when i was 10 i was at my friend vanessa's house and her brother steven made me and her give him oral sex and not only to him but his girlfriend catherine. i was stealing my aunts cigerettes by age 9 but stopped around 11.i have never told anyone about this but my friend chelese she is really my sister at heart i can talk to her cause she has been through it to she's gonna write her story to when she's ready.if u can help me through this please e-mail me this is really hard for me.thanx lauren

-Lauren Smith

Ali's Story

i come from a pakistani family and i am a male. when i was about 12 we moved away from home to live with some family an when we got to our new house the i had no frends in this new town. so i made frends with this guy from next door he was 23 and he tried to rape me but he never managed it. know i am 22 and i am gonna fuck him up becouse i hevent forgotten i know he is married but if shit happens to then shits gonna happen 2 him.

-Ali

Name Withheld's Story

I was raped when I was 13 by my sister's ex boyfriend it was about 1/2 months after I lost my virginity and see I realized early on that I was to young to be having sex so I stopped since I wasn't getting anything out of it well anyway he called one night asking to speak to my sister so I cursed him out because I knew he was an abusive prick asshole he said I'm gonna get you bitch he wanted to meet me and she introduced us well when I saw him he looked me up and down and I felt really quezzy inside because I knew he was sizing me up well shortly after they started drinking and getting high so I walked around to the back of the house to go in thru the back door because I didn't want to wake my parents but it was to late he followed me to the back yard and said hey girl come here I said no the next thing I knew he was sticking his hands down my pants and I was pushing his away, so I started crying because I was scared when I finally broke free he pushed me to the ground and it was like I don't remember him taking my clothes off but I looked down and my lower body was naked I covered my privates and screamed no please don't he held my arms down with one and and my legs open with his legs and free arm and raped me the at first I just cried in pain and begged him to stop,when I resisted he rammmed me harded a few times I got my arms loose and pulled his penis out but when I did he would try to stick it in my ass so after a while of fighting I just looked up at the stars and said to myself over and over again this isn't happening to me I'm a rough rugged girl I'd always been a fighter how could I be so weak after it was over I put my clothes on and took a bath and washed my hair when I took my clothes off I realized their was blood in my underware I pretented like it never happened he called me later on that night and I asked him why he did that to me and he said he had to see what I was all about and he wanted to break me in. Well it has changed me and I have only told 3 people in the whole world no one in my family knows and I will go to my grave with this secret but yes it hurts me when I think about it and I know it has affected me sexually I'm not a sexual person here it years later and I still associate sex with power and feel like I'm weak it I have sex with a man but I guess I'm okay my story is not as horrible some that I've read. I'm sorry someone is comming so I have to go but thankyou for listening to my story and you are all very brave much braver then I feel.

-Name Withheld



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