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Corrine's Story

was gangraped about a month ago. I trusted him and thought he was a friend. I'll call him Tim. He took me over to his friend's apartment and we had some drinks. I have no idea what he put in my drink because I felt really sleepy. The next thing I knew, I had five men on me....all over me. It was terrible. I don't think I can talk about it. I'm sorry. I tried, but I can't do it. Thank you for listening to me so far. Bye!!!!

Corrine

Angel's Story

see i dnt no if this is really rape..i was 13 years old and it had affected me and i am now 15...i dnt no if this is such a big deal...i think its kinda my fault..i can remember it in deatail

my friend sam called me to see if i wanted to hang out with her and her bf jeff (15)( who was my ex bf)and his friend brandon(15)..so i did i met them at this park.. half way to her house and they were all there when i got there..so we decided to go to her house..so we went there and her parents were home and we didnt wanna be there cuz her parents were there..so we went out back she had these garge thing with a uptars where ppl call it the "spot" thats where evryone went to hang out and if they got really fucked up they would sleep there so we all went up stairs and we were chyllen on the couch and brandon ( who to this day i hate) was like lets play truth and dare.. and jeff and sam were like alright but i was like theres no point cuz jeff and sam go out and so its just really me and u and i dnt like u like that cuz ur like my brother( i new him since iw as born) and he was like so lets play and i was like nah it aint a good idea..so we fought bout playing and so i finially gave in and the rules were if u didnt do the dare that they said to do then u get a chicken and u had to wut ever the chicken was no matter how bad it was..so brandon went first and he dared jeff and sam to have sex in front of us so they got naked and they had sex so...(which i really didnt want to see) after that dare is shouldve left right then and there but i didnt! then it was jeffs turn and he dared me to fuck brandon in front of them (i was still a virgin) and i was like nah im still virgin and i wanna have sex when im ready and i wanna do it with some one that im with for a long tyme and brandon was like fine ill ask u out fuk u then break up with u and i was like nah thats not how it is supposed to work and they kept saying all these nasty things to me trying to make me have sex with brandon and sam just sat there then she had the nerve to say come on i did it aint that bad just do it and i was so madd cuz she was supposed to be my best firend and she was suppoed to understand..so they were like finw u get a chicken and they said since i didnt wanna have sex with him ihad to such his dick..and iwas like no way i dnt suck dick and they were like well if u dnt do it im gunna go and get dog shit and ur goin to have to eat it and jeff went to go get dog shit..and iw as like i wanna leave and jeff was liek come here i wwanna talk to u so he brougt downn stairs and he waslike u no wut this is worong if u dnt wanna do it then u dnt have to..so i went back upstaris and then jeff called sam down staris and the went into the house to eat so i went back upstairs and brandon was like are u gunna do it or not and iwas like no..so i was like im gunna leave so i tried to leave and then he held me back and i was like wut are u doin get the fuck off of me i wanna leave then he was screaming jeffs name sayin com ehelp me man she is trying to leave..but all jeff said wuz like i dnt wanna be apart of this he didnt even help me! so he kept holdniing me so i punched him in the face then he smacked me and threw me up against the wall and was like dnt ever hit me again if u dnt wanna do this then leave so i started down the staris and then he graped me hair and brought me back up and i went to screm then he hit me and said if i screwmed he would kill me..and he was liek dnt try and fight or its gunna be worse so he took my pants of then his and said put ur mouth on it and i said no so he kicked me and threw mw on the ground and said put ur mouth on it,...so i did..and he took my hair and started to make me do it..(i was soo scared alll i wanted to do was go home) then i didnt and i was like am i done can i go and he was like no ill tell u when ur done..then jeff and sam came up stairs..and then they saw us then left! how good she leave!! then he got sick of it then he told me to take my shirt off and undo my bra m( and at the age of 13 i was already a 36 c) and i was like why and he was like dnt ask any fucken questions just do it! so i didnt and he told me to put my boos together and he stuck his dick between them and started fuckin my tits which is call titty fuckin! then he went down on me and it felt so nast i started to cryt..then u got up and told me to put my cloths on and leave so i did and i left!

i went home and i threw up i felt soo gross all i wanted to do was die i told my mom and we presse charges but he didnt get locked up..he did later cuz he did it to other gyrlz as well i feel dirty and deppressed and my dad didnt look at me for a while! please feel free to email me crazangel143ja@optonline.net

-Angel

Janet's Story

This is very difficult for me to talk about. I lack the emotional resources at home to weed out my thoughts.

This attack occured my sophomore year of college. The guy was a wrestler and baseball player HUGE... he and I were in Geology together and he would always give me strange looks throughout class. I shrugged it off. Thinking that he might've been looking at someone else. One evening, he called me. I had not given him my number, he must've looked it up online. He said that he missed 2 assignments in class and needed to borrow mine to complete them. At the time my roommate was in the dorm with me and I didn't want to appear nervous. I told him that I'd give it to him when he got up here. My friend left for her evening job and I started in on homework. About 15 minutes later, there was a rap on the door. I grabbed the notes and worksheets from class and opened the door. He pushed his way in. Before I knew it, I was pinned to the floor and he kept forcing me to kiss him..not a gentle kiss..but he was biting me. He had my arms pinned above my head, so I couldn't get the strength to push him off me.

I tried to scream, he kept putting his mouth over my mouth to shut me up. I have strong legs, so I tried moving them, but his weight was just too much. I remember him slamming my head into the dresser- I blacked out briefly. I asked him what his name was- I still remember...John Keyes. He knelt up to start removing his pants and I stiff legged him in the throat and told him it was time for him to leave as I held my finger over the speed dial button for the police on the phone.

I never reported the incident to campus security because his circle of friends was so large and the campus was so small. I told my RA and she told me to stay the hell away from him, he's bad news. The next semester, he was nowhere on campus to be found. I have external scarring on my abdomen from the pressure that he exerted on me. They look like 50 little razor cuts. This makes me VERY self conscious in intimate situations, its why I very rarely date, or consent to sex.

The men who commit these crimes are fuckin bastards....

Janet

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